Birthday and the Flu
Well my birthday was March 2nd. It was good. The whole weekend was just things I wanted to do, which was mostly watching new movies in the theater. I love movie going. But then I got the flu. My life sucked so bad for the week. I couldn't do anything and just slept on my broken, shitty couch for like 4 days. That check is going to be so bad. Now I am recovering and my friend is having me watch her child, but I am realizing without a reprieve I don't want to do it. I want to be there and help, but I did not want children in the first place and now with my own sleep issues, I wake all the time, afraid the kid is having issues or that I need to help him. The biggest problem is that helping him is not one thing, it's 4-5 things immediately after each other. I can do it. I don't want to. Nothing do to with my friend, her child, but I just am not meant for it. I want to be able to use my time sleeping or doing my projects. I like projects. I feel like shit that she is c...